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Thursday, August 22, 2024

"Let Me Count the Ways..."

It has been "69" days since my last orgasm; an appropriate number don't you think?

A submissive who frequents this site from time to time sent me the following photo from and link to the "Becca Bellamy" web site...

Becca Bellamy

Talk about teasing a sissy cuckold when they're very vulnerable...and horny.

You can read the Becca's post by clicking on the link below the picture, but here are a few "highlights"/ways She suggests...(my comments in pink).

  • While he’s having sloppy seconds sex after your bull - I haven't even had this privilege in just over three weeks. 
     

  • While telling him how much you love him for finding you a superior man to fuck - That might work...if I weren't in a cage.
     

  • While he’s fucking you with a condom because your bull is the only one that gets to cum inside you - Sure thing, as if that is ever going to happen!

     There are more tortuous ideas for you to enjoy, among them Mistress using a strap-on on me.  Maybe this weekend.   I'm hoping.

    Love,

    sissy terrie

     


Saturday, August 17, 2024

Some Sissy Cuck FLR Ramblings

Looks like it could be another weekend "sans-relief" here...what's a locked sissy to do?


The only spanking I've ever received at the hands of someone wearing a mask what at a fetish party.  The Domme who was wielding the crop had a Cat Woman's leather costume on with a sexy mask.   I wonder what she might have worn if it was during the COVID outbreak.

I guaranteed you that if D let me out of the cage right now, told me to bend over for a strictly clinical prostate exam from Her gloved hand, I would cum in less than 20 seconds; I'm that frustrated.  

I easily check off all four of these indicators and then some.  Not that it matters.   If THEY want to lock you up, THEY don't need a reason.  A Female-Led Relationship isn't a democracy form of government.  Make no mistake....we are being "governed."

The art I appreciate the most always has a Femdom slant to it.  All the museums I've ever visited could use a few more pieces like this.  

I think if D did this, most of Her friends would believe Her.  I know some of them would also probably love to watch.  

That's it for today.   Having guests for dinner (vanillas) so I can't be goofing off and fantasizing all day.

Have a wonderful weekend everyone.  Hope you get more relief than I do.

love,

sissy terrie 💔




Tuesday, August 13, 2024

"Time Outs"

I'm of the age that, when I was growing up as a kid, there was no such thing as a "time out" for misbehaving.  Punishments were meted out with far less concern for a child's fragile psyche than they were years later.

But as a submissive sissywife, hubwife, cuckold, etc...you never quite "outgrow" the need for a "time out."  I can attest that there is  something very humbling when your Mistress or any authority figure says something like "Oh well...I think it's time for someone to have a time out!"   Yikes.   Those or similar words carry a great weight of humiliation especially when they are uttered in the presence of others.

I've spent my on time outs in a variety of ways and places.  Kneeling in the corner of whatever particular room Mistress decides is probably Her most popular choice.  I've never quite figured out the length of time She associates with particular transgressions.  There's never been any rhyme or reason.

There have also been times when some form of mild bondage like wrist, hand or ankle cuffs have been used.  That can get a bit uncomfortable but it's never gotten to the "extreme" level.   

I've also experienced a bit of objectification in my timeouts.  I've been told I make a great footstool, seat or end table.   I've never been to be a lamp with a lampshade over my head like you might see in some kinky photos.  She must not find me bright enough.

One of the most humbling situations came at a private party of kinky friends where I, along with another female submissive, was made to spend time in a playpen, attired in and with all the "stuff" that goes with it.  As the only "male" submissive in the small group was made up of couples, it was among my most embarrassing situations I've experienced.  All the other couples were Male Dom types.  Mistress enjoyed the attention.

But perhaps the most difficult "time out" I had to endure was at a similar, but larger fetish party.  Most of the couples there were Male Dom but not all.  I was attired in a maids uniform and helping out in the ways that maids do at such events, mostly serving drinks and the like.   A Male Dominant was having a conversation with Mistress and was showing off the cage he had his "pet wife" in for much of the evening.  It was a very large dog crate big enough for an average sized human to fit inside.  

I found later that the Dom was kind "hitting" on Mistress in an attempt to see if She would be interesting in "switching."  I wasn't there for the entire conversation.  But apparently, the Dominant's pick up line was something like "So...would you like to try it out?"   She did tell him She'd think about it and walked away.   She later told me he was quite excited with Her response.  Much to his disappointment, She showed up with me in tow about ten minutes later.

"So, I think I'm ready to try this out" She told him.  "Why don't you let your pet out so mine can crawl in and stay for a little while and see if I like it?"  There was shock and some obvious disappointment in his face but to his credit, he kept his word.  He took the padlock off the cage, and I switched places with his wife before Mistress locked me in. 

"There you go sweetie" She said.  "You haven't a time out at all this weekend.  It's time you do."

To be honest, I'm a bit claustrophobic.   Full enclosures freak me out, especially those that i can't see out of.  Cages aren't as bad but...i still don't like them.   Mistress knew that and didn't leave me in the cage for very long.

She is after all a very benevolent Mistress.  But also, there were drinks to be served and the Dom/mes I was tending too were getting restless.

Love,

sissy terrie

Saturday, August 10, 2024

Denied and Desperate

It has been kind of a busy week for both of us yet not so busy as to find time for me to worship Mistress on a rather regular basis.    At the same time, I've been denied an orgasn for quite some time - 57 days in case anyone is interested.   

The physiological effects of my long term chastity are fairly well known here and on Mistress' other blog so there's no need to get into any great detail here.  No, I don't get as erect as other "men" do nor do I ejaculate with any great volume of semen.  My orgasms "happen" even though I'm soft and the result is more of a "leaking" that it is a "shooting." 

All that being said, I do have the desire to have an orgasm.  And the more time I go without one, the greater the desire is.

Denial is a powerful aphrodisiac.  I wouldn't exactly call it tortuous but it's close.  There has always been light at the end of that tunnel of denial.  I'm quite sure it will be no different this time.  

But that light seems to brighten at times then simply fade away.   

I hope I get blinded soon.

In the meantime, I continue to please Mistress in a variety of ways.

Here's a photo I hope you enjoy.  Not sure who the artist is, but I'm pretty familiar with the situation he's trying to express....


Love

sissy terrie 👅

Sunday, August 4, 2024

From Penguins To Pole Vaulters

I want to start today's post with a shout-out to the always-entertaining and beautiful Ms. Vanessa Chaland, Domme extraordinaire and author of the blog Queening Chairs - Spanking Benches - BDSM.  After reading Her post today I just had to share it with my own Mistress who actually enjoyed it more than I did.  When you read it you'll understand why.  It also led to Her teasing me (for obvious readings) and ordering me to dig up an old post of Hers from Her old "To Love, Honor & Obey" blog which is currently dark and on-hold indefinitely.   Here it is in it's unedited original version...

Alphas & Betas

This post first appeared on our original "A Married Sissy" blog several years ago.   Thought you might like to see it again.  

Flightless Birds

I've had some rather interesting discussions about cuckolding and other kinky subjects with a married dominant male friend of ours.  We met Pete and his submissive wife/cuckqueen at a fetish party we attended and became friends with them as well as a few other couples.  We'd meet to "play" but there was never any "swapping" between us.  It was all in good fun and the Dom/mes got to put their subs through their paces for all to see.

I really hit it off intellectually with Pete and we had some great discussions.  I don't think the two of us would be a good match sexually because he was more of a dominant alpha bull whereas I'm more interested in a lover whose more of an equal with me, only occasionally submitting if I feel the urge.  When I'm with my lover now, I enjoy it because I'm having sex with a real man, an alpha male.  It's nice that my lover is dominant over hubwife and doesn't have the same expectations with me.  

During the course of one of our discussions, Pete had this to say about beta males... 


A penis on a beta male is similar to wings on a penguin.  From a biological perspective, it's what makes him a male but doesn't really serve a useful purpose.   It's strictly ornamental and frankly, useless.  But like the penguin with wings a beta male does serve a purpose in the world.  However, the sooner they learn their purpose, the happier they will be

Pete makes a lot of sense.  A beta male is far less likely to please a woman in the same way an alpha will.  The beta can certainly provide a woman with pleasure, but in a far different way.  They simply cannot "fly" like an alpha can. Of course Terrie took a lot of teasing from our friends after I affectionately referred to her as "my little penguin."

Fortunately for hubwife, she's learned her purpose some time ago and doesn't try to fly anymore.  She's done her best at trying to fly but just wasn't very good at it.

Even if she wanted to try to fly again, I wouldn't let her :)

Hope you enjoyed!

Love,

sissy terrie 💗

Thursday, August 1, 2024

Her Decision to Deny

True to form, D got to enjoy an orgasm (actually a couple) on National Orgasm Day while I did not.   She chose to deny me on a day which, I believe most "men" who wanted an orgasm could easily achieve one, with or without a partner.

Her decision to deny wasn't a surprise.  By the same token, neither would I have been surprised if She chose to allow me an orgasm.  Thought I would have enjoyed one, I've learned to be accepting of these types of decisions no matter how they turn out.  

I'm a realist.  Having been in chastity more than 99% of the time for 9+ years, I look forward to orgasms but don't expect them very often.

D's lover wasn't here to enjoy the day with Her but it's likely they will be together soon.

Here's a nice little piece of art that resonates with me and likely any other cuckold whose had to serve their wife and her lover.   Changing the sheets after they've made love can be a very humbling task, but it's also a beautiful gift of servitude.

"There's something so rewarding smelling the delicious mixture of my wife's perfume, her lover's cologne and the sex they had on my former bed."

And here's one more.  Probably fitting on behalf of cuckolds whose wives achieved their orgasms on National Orgasm Day by the efforts of another man...


With love & sincerity,

sissy terrie 💔

Wednesday, July 31, 2024

National Orgasm Day

I hope everyone gets to enjoy National Orgasm Day.

I'd write more, but I'm just too busy pleasuring my Mistress/Wife.

Love,

sissy terrie 💕

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