Her Favorite Toy

My unsuccessful Super Bowl wager is already two weeks (14 days) old, leaving at least another 44 days until my next orgasm.

It goes without saying that Mistress is under no such restraint when it comes to Her own sexual satisfaction.   Whether Her Lover Karl is around or absent doesn't matter.  I am always available to provide Her relief and/or satisfaction in my own way and She has other options.

When She makes use of those options, it's a double denial of sorts for me.  I don't get to orgasm myself and even worse, I don't get the pleasure of of serving Her orally.  The latter is a true gift which I am always grateful for.

But sometimes I am given permission to at least watch.  Locked in my cage, positioned properly a step or two away from "the scene", sometimes even tethered our bound in some way I assume the role of a voyeur, feeling my level of excitement increase with Her own, only to be prevented from reaching the promised land. 

And for whatever reason, when I am reduced to spectator status, my views are somehow always obstructed in some way, either by mine or her own positioning, or some other obstacle in the way.  

Last night when Mistress decided She was in need of an orgasm, She chose the self-gratification option and had me get Her favorite toy all charged up.  Call it Her "old reliable" Magic Wand, I'm still tasked with plugging it in and getting it ready for Her.  If She's in a hurry and it's not fully charged, there's always an extension chord.

I was positioned at the foot of the bed, fully anticipating a nice view of Her privates as She massaged them with the humming and buzzing vibrator when She disappointingly "turned things around" on me. 

She sensed my disappointment and smiled.

"Can't I at least see a bit more?" I pleaded.

"Oh come on.  Stop it.  I know you love watch, not matter how much or how little you see" She laughed.

She teased me a bit as She pleasured Herself.  Asking me if I was jealous of Her Magic Wand and if I would like to feel it buzzing on my cage.  There were other questions, the answers to most of them being "Yes Mistress."

She took Her time, an indication that the Magic Wand was indeed Her favorite toy.  And Her orgasm, though perhaps not thunderous, was clearly a powerful and enjoyable one.

When it was over, She invited up onto the bed.  My hopes that I would get to minister to Her juicy folds after the orgasm were quickly dashed. 

"Here you go" She said.  "Clean it like you would Karl's cock."

The big bulbous head of the wand was put to my lips and I did as I was told.  I licked it clean, tasting and sucking up whatever juices remained on the rubber toy that She held to my mouth.  Playfully, She turned the vibrating head on a few times to remind me of what She'd just experienced and what I was missing.

Whether it be Her Lover's cock or Her favorite toy, I clean them like a good cuckold.

Love,

sissy terrie 👅👄👅 

My Girdles

"I think you should wear a girdle tonight" Diane said rather nonchalantly.   

The fact that She'd said while walking away and was already in the other room before I had a chance to respond indicated that it wasn't really a suggestion.  I would wear a girdle to dinner at some friends house. 

Though my very first fascinations with feminine things had to do with panties, it didn't take long for girdles and bras to find their way into my field of dreams.  Much later, the joys of being laced into a corset became part of my life and as such, I've always loved the feeling of shapewear.  There's something intoxicating about actively pursuing a path to create a more flattering and feminine appearance.

I also find vintage or old fashioned ads about girdles or lingerie incredibly fascinating and arousing.   Though the print size makes the description of the product, the "Little X Hideway" hard to read, when you do see the words, you might see why they make sissies like me flushed with blushing femininity!

Dinner that night went fine.  No one suspected I was "girdled", much less wearing a chastity cage.  But the combination of the two provided me with a constant reminder of my submission and femininity.  It also reminded me of who called the shots in our relationship.

Love,

sissy terrie 💗 

 

Sissy Cuck

I've always enjoyed the creativity of the artists who put together these fantasy magazine covers with titillating titles of articles that might appear in them.  If only they were real and I could subscribe.

I've featured a few of these over the years.  You can check them out here - Sissy Magazines.

This particular magazine cover caught my eye for obvious reasons, but especially because of the "If you find this issue, your wife is cucking you." caption.

I sometimes get free trial issues of magazines based upon some organizations I may belong to, my professional life, charitable causes I support, etc.  

Just imagine if you were to receive this particular magazine in the mail (okay, in "plain brown wrapper") as means to inform you that you were a cuckold.

The senders/publishers do a great job of making your wife's and her lover's desires known to you. 

They don't beat around the bush.  They want to feminize you.

I suppose there are worse ways of finding out your wife is cuckolding you.

Love,

sissy terrie 💓 

The Dominant BBW

As a submissive in a long time Wife Led Marriage, my beta personality is well understood by my Loving Wife & Mistress.   She knows all the right buttons to push to either get the what She wants or to evoke whatever response from me She desires.   This comes from many years of perfecting these skills.  She pushes these "buttons" in a variety of ways; both by the things She does or doesn't do, what She says or doesn't say, by the look She gives me or the way She ignores me....the list could go on and on.

Some women have a knack for making their submissives feel a certain way; inept, inferior, embarrassed, humiliated, awestruck, etc.

This Big Beautiful Woman makes me feel small...

Some women know how to use their size to their advantage.

She strikes me as such a woman.

love,

sissy terrie 💓 

Bulls & Cuckolds

Here's an interesting take on cuckold relationships, particularly how a wife might react to the dynamic between her bull and the cuckold, courtesy of the Tumblr blog Ms. C and Her Cuckwife.

Bull & Cuckold Dynamics - How Does it Affect Her?

When a couple takes that first step into the cuckold lifestyle, no matter how much preparation, research, vetting of potential lovers and care they've taken before starting, there will always be plenty of questions that remain. No one really knows how each of the parties involved are going to react to certain situations.

It's one thing to read about it, think about it, hear each others' feelings about it, talk openly about it (even as part of your sexual intimacies) and fantasize about it, but when that third person enters your life and begins to have sex with your wife, it's then that reality sets in.

There also comes a point, often dependent on the type of relationship that is sought, where the Alpha/beta dynamic starts to develop between the Bull and the cuckold. To what extent has that been discussed before? How far will it go? How dominant does the Bull want to be over the wife and the cuck? Who's willing to push the envelope? What if an Alpha Bull is more dominant than the cuckold or the wife expected? How will each of them react?

So much of this is trial and error. Not every step that's taken will work out perfectly.

 

The photo and caption above, as simple and filled with fantasy as it may seem, is very, very real. It's a real life example of a situation that could play out in any cuckold relationship. The wife seems surprised at her lovers' brazen domination and bullying of the cuckold. She may honestly be surprised, but she loves it. It excites her. It makes her want her bull even more.

What might be hellish, upsetting, embarrassing and very humiliating for the cuckold, and taken to a level the cuck never expected, at the same provides the wife a sexual excitement she has never experienced before. And it might be one she doesn't want to let go of.

Be prepared. If you're a submissive like I was when Carol and Jim began their relationship, you're likely to experience much stronger emotions than you expected.

Hope you enjoyed!

Love,

 

sissy terrie 👄👄👄 

Corset Poses - Two for Tuesday

I'm a "softie" in a number of ways.

And I've definitely got a soft spot for corsets.  They used to make me much harder than they do now (but that's a story for another post) however they still excite me.

I love how corsets look and feel on me but they're even more alluring on beautiful women of all shapes, sizes, ages, etc.

Take this gorgeous redhead who, AI generated or not, provides us with the prettiest of poses in these pictures.   First the front...

And now the back...

Which pose is your preference?  Mine is definitely the backside.  Most of you probably know my fascination with pretty bottoms in and out of panties, but those with a perfectly fitting panty with a beautiful gusset....mmmmm.

Photos courtesy of Brief Panty Nympho, a rather classy site on Tumblr that will fascinate you with feminine finery. 

I haven't done Two-for-Tuesday posts in quite some time.  Hope to continue with this in the weeks to come!

Love,

sissy terrie 👄 

She's In Charge

In any real, honest-to-goodness Female Led Relationship there has to be a surrender by the male or a meeting of the minds where the male surrenders to the Female.  The male has to accept the fact that the Wife, Girlfriend or Female Partner owns the stronger role.  

With that, comes the responsibility to submit to Her, even though you think She is wrong.  

One of the most profound, powerfully symbolic and humbling acts a male must endure is to submit to discipline whenever his Dominant decides it's time. These scenes don't always play out when the submissive happens to be "in the mood" for a spanking or other form of discipline.  Rather, they're likely to take place at the most inopportune of times.

With my Mistress 2700 miles away (give or tank 50 miles or so) and left under the supervision and care of Her best friend Linda, Mistress decided that I was due for a "maintenance spanking."  It didn't seem to matter (or who knows, perhaps it was the determining factor) that I hadn't had one of these spankings in months, Diane decided that now was the time.

Her decision came with specific instructions that included the implements (yes, implements with an "s" as in a crop and a paddle) to be used, the number of swats and the length of corner time I was to endure. 

The number of swats seemed just about brought me to tears.  Thankfully Linda showed a bit of mercy in the severity of Her strokes.  I didn't cry, nor was there anyone else there who could have possibly heard my sobs, seen me doing my time and corner and gazed at my reddened bottom.

All that being said, today was just one added layer (one of many) to reinforce that Diane has total control of the stronger role.  Her friend Linda is certainly an accomplice, but She/Diane is in charge.

love,

spanked sissy terrie 💓