Over the past year or so I've received several emails from former readers offering short stories, essays, pictures and ideas for posts on the blog. All of them provide their names and emails of course, but some prefer to simply remain anonymous.
Today's anonymous post comes from someone who's been a closet crossdresser since his early teens and married more than 25 years. Though sub to his wife, he wrote to me that his becoming a cuckold came as a complete shock to him. He submitted the following essay.
The Need for a Real Man
For married sissies there is something utterly mortifying when your wife cuckolds you seemingly out of the blue. But in retrospect, you shouldn't have been too surprised.
She knew what you did and she accepted it….at least she seemed to ….. she'd already told you having a cross dressing submissive husband would probably not have been her first choice...but she also told you she loved you....and knew this was who you really were.
You should have realized she wanted a real man…. as does any normal woman …. if she was a lesbian or bi then she might like to sleep alongside another silky nightdress …but she wasn't.
And she realized you had gotten worse …. she had hoped that having kids might change you …. but it didn’t …. not at all …. and although they’ve seen nothing they seem to have an idea.
There was some teasing on weekends…. she’d lay out a cute bra and panty set for you to wear before going out shopping with the kids for a few hours, knowing you'd slip into it as soon as they were gone.…..giving you time to play "sissy." It was so thoughtful of her.
And eventually when the kids had left home she’d play domme with you and scold you and treat you like a maid ….just like you wanted….She know how aroused you would get when she called you "a pathetic pantywaist of a husband ….."
"And everyone will eventually know …. you can’t say you want exposure one minute and hate it the next …." she would tease, knowing how this type of humiliation aroused you.
But not long after the kids were gone, she seemed to tire of it rather suddenly...she sought out a real man.
Can you blame her?
My thanks to "anonymous" for his submission. I can't promise to post everything that people send me. Some submission simply take too much time to edit, format, etc. or simply don't fit that well with the character of this blog. But feel free to email me with something you think might add to the blog.
Love,
sissy terrie
"Blame her"? I encourage her. :)
ReplyDeleteThank you for coming back to post. I've missed your posts and the variety of topics you covered in the past. I hope you continue!
ReplyDeleteNo, I would never “blame her,” or be angry with her for desiring or taking a man with cock that could satisfy her. It would, though, I am sure, push me deeper into my femininity and submission. I have not been allowed (or able to) fuck her like a man for many years. Nancy
ReplyDeletei too have been encouraging my WIfe to find a boyfriend. Like Nancy said, it has been a long time since i have been allowed to fuck my Wife, and the time between seems to go longer and longer. i'm not complaining by any means, we both agree it's better this way! We're both getting exactly what makes us happy.
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~sierra
Oh terrie! So so very happy to see that you have returned on line! I have read your posts about your wonderful life, wife, friends and golf game for years! I try my best to live a similar life such as yours and Miss Dianes, with the limiting factor of a wife that tolerates, but hard encourages or enjoys a sissy hubby. Thank you for all that you do and have done! I hope you are both well and look forward to more of your wonderful posts!
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laci