Denied and Desperate

It has been kind of a busy week for both of us yet not so busy as to find time for me to worship Mistress on a rather regular basis.    At the same time, I've been denied an orgasn for quite some time - 57 days in case anyone is interested.   

The physiological effects of my long term chastity are fairly well known here and on Mistress' other blog so there's no need to get into any great detail here.  No, I don't get as erect as other "men" do nor do I ejaculate with any great volume of semen.  My orgasms "happen" even though I'm soft and the result is more of a "leaking" that it is a "shooting." 

All that being said, I do have the desire to have an orgasm.  And the more time I go without one, the greater the desire is.

Denial is a powerful aphrodisiac.  I wouldn't exactly call it tortuous but it's close.  There has always been light at the end of that tunnel of denial.  I'm quite sure it will be no different this time.  

But that light seems to brighten at times then simply fade away.   

I hope I get blinded soon.

In the meantime, I continue to please Mistress in a variety of ways.

Here's a photo I hope you enjoy.  Not sure who the artist is, but I'm pretty familiar with the situation he's trying to express....

Love

sissy terrie 👅

From Penguins To Pole Vaulters

I want to start today's post with a shout-out to the always-entertaining and beautiful Ms. Vanessa Chaland, Domme extraordinaire and author of the blog Queening Chairs - Spanking Benches - BDSM.  After reading Her post today I just had to share it with my own Mistress who actually enjoyed it more than I did.  When you read it you'll understand why.  It also led to Her teasing me (for obvious readings) and ordering me to dig up an old post of Hers from Her old "To Love, Honor & Obey" blog which is currently dark and on-hold indefinitely.   Here it is in it's unedited original version...

Alphas & Betas

This post first appeared on our original "A Married Sissy" blog several years ago.   Thought you might like to see it again.  

Flightless Birds

I've had some rather interesting discussions about cuckolding and other kinky subjects with a married dominant male friend of ours.  We met Pete and his submissive wife/cuckqueen at a fetish party we attended and became friends with them as well as a few other couples.  We'd meet to "play" but there was never any "swapping" between us.  It was all in good fun and the Dom/mes got to put their subs through their paces for all to see.

I really hit it off intellectually with Pete and we had some great discussions.  I don't think the two of us would be a good match sexually because he was more of a dominant alpha bull whereas I'm more interested in a lover whose more of an equal with me, only occasionally submitting if I feel the urge.  When I'm with my lover now, I enjoy it because I'm having sex with a real man, an alpha male.  It's nice that my lover is dominant over hubwife and doesn't have the same expectations with me.  

During the course of one of our discussions, Pete had this to say about beta males... 

A penis on a beta male is similar to wings on a penguin.  From a biological perspective, it's what makes him a male but doesn't really serve a useful purpose.   It's strictly ornamental and frankly, useless.  But like the penguin with wings a beta male does serve a purpose in the world.  However, the sooner they learn their purpose, the happier they will be. 

Pete makes a lot of sense.  A beta male is far less likely to please a woman in the same way an alpha will.  The beta can certainly provide a woman with pleasure, but in a far different way.  They simply cannot "fly" like an alpha can. Of course Terrie took a lot of teasing from our friends after I affectionately referred to her as "my little penguin."

Fortunately for hubwife, she's learned her purpose some time ago and doesn't try to fly anymore.  She's done her best at trying to fly but just wasn't very good at it.

Even if she wanted to try to fly again, I wouldn't let her :)

Hope you enjoyed!

Love,

sissy terrie 💗

Her Decision to Deny

True to form, D got to enjoy an orgasm (actually a couple) on National Orgasm Day while I did not.   She chose to deny me on a day which, I believe most "men" who wanted an orgasm could easily achieve one, with or without a partner.

Her decision to deny wasn't a surprise.  By the same token, neither would I have been surprised if She chose to allow me an orgasm.  Thought I would have enjoyed one, I've learned to be accepting of these types of decisions no matter how they turn out.  

I'm a realist.  Having been in chastity more than 99% of the time for 9+ years, I look forward to orgasms but don't expect them very often.

D's lover wasn't here to enjoy the day with Her but it's likely they will be together soon.

Here's a nice little piece of art that resonates with me and likely any other cuckold whose had to serve their wife and her lover.   Changing the sheets after they've made love can be a very humbling task, but it's also a beautiful gift of servitude.

"There's something so rewarding smelling the delicious mixture of my wife's perfume, her lover's cologne and the sex they had on my former bed."

And here's one more.  Probably fitting on behalf of cuckolds whose wives achieved their orgasms on National Orgasm Day by the efforts of another man...

With love & sincerity,

sissy terrie 💔

National Orgasm Day

I hope everyone gets to enjoy National Orgasm Day.

I'd write more, but I'm just too busy pleasuring my Mistress/Wife.

Love,

sissy terrie 💕

National Lipstick Day

Yes, today is National Lipstick Day.  The first lipstick I ever put on belonged to my Mom.  In those early experimental years I had to be more careful than after my older sisters went off to college.  With my sisters our of the house, instead of just "trying lipstick on" I got ton dress and primp just like a real girl...

But...to a sissy cuckold, there's hardly anything sexier watching the woman you love getting ready for Her lover....

Happy National Lipstick Day...

MWAH!!!!

 sissy terrie

Divine Femine Authority

I added a new blog to my list of FemDomme blogs, one that I've been a fan of for a very long time.  I can't believe I've overlooked it.

"Contemplating the Divine" provides readers with a unique look into the world of Feminine Authority Figures.  It think its author, Servitor, has either extensive experience as a devoted male submissive or his blog is somehow divinely inspired.

Arguably, offering a plausible explanation is ‘impertinence’ in and of itself, but I’ve learnt not to argue.

Hope you enjoy Servitor's blog.

 

Love,

 

sissy terrie 👄

Cuckolding Memories

Cuckolding is a lot like ice cream.  It comes in a wide variety of flavors.  The cuckold relationship I happen to find myself in now was a long drawn out process.  One that started out with the discussion phase, an affair, meeting Her lover, my getting involved, chastity, etc.  

At every stage in the process, there was plenty of teasing that came with it.  That teasing is what made the whole thing both more difficult and worthwhile....both can be true at the same time.

The most memorable of teases were the pictures I'd receive by text while the two of them were together...

D would always have some comment to make later on after she would see the picture he'd sent me.  Often she'd be upset with the picture for one reason or another, saying something like "that picture makes my ass look big."

I'm quite sure Karl didn't mind.

love,

sissy terrie 💓