Size Matters
A true story, written as accurately as possible given the time that has passed since it happened.
Of course Diane knew the answer to Her question, particularly when She was in this position and staring right at it.
She just enjoyed hearing me humiliate myself and have me “Yes it is.”
I remember the first time She said this to me. Instinctively, my thrusts became harder as I tried to go in as deep as I could. I didn’t want to answer her question. As I fucked Her as best as I possibly could, I also realized that “it” wasn’t to get any bigger, nor was I going to penetrate Her any deeper.
And the look on Her face would never be mistaken as one of a woman in the throes of passion. All these thoughts humiliated and aroused me at the same time. The arousal increased, the size of my small penis didn’t, and I was afraid I was going to ejaculate prematurely….again.
Then She asked again.
“Are you sure it’s in all the way?”
I think I answered “yes” and ejaculated at the same time.
At least the humiliation didn’t cause me to shrink immediately, though my staying hard was of no benefit to Her. And once again, my premature ejaculation mercifully brought another failed attempt to please Her to an end.
She was nice about it. She always was. I sensed She felt sorry for me.
She just smiled and said “Well I guess it’s cleanup time isn’t it?”
As I dutifully pleasured Her orally to an orgasm, I just knew she had to be thinking, wishing and wanting something bigger and better.
And as you know, eventually She found what She needed.
Love,
sissy terrie 💕
Oh, dear Terrie, I can so follow your feelings and disappointment. I was never a good lover for my beloved Goddess because of exactly the same reason. I could never really make her feel filled because of my tiny size. She never complained about it, but in the end it was the best decision we made to lock me and find a good lover and boyfriend for her, now for us both. He makes her scream of lust, something I never achieved ... and it makes me really, really happy to hear it, believe it or not. My Goddess deserves a good lover, if it obviously cannot be me, I happily stand back and let her enjoy better sex with somebody else.
ReplyDeleteThank you for your thoughtful comment Kirsten. In some ways I view my inadequacy as a gift to both of us!
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