The Sissy Size Dilemma

Note:  Today's post comes from a reader and follower of the blog who muses on the topic of penis size and how it relates to sissies like us.  I'm sure we'll recognize ourselves in some of the things she brings up.  Enjoy!

 

I admitted it to myself years ago that I am a sissy. I wear panties every day. I live to serve Women. When I think about “having sex” with my Wife, I do not think about intercourse because She does not allow penetration, has not for years.

There was a time in my life that I used to feel bad that I had a small penis. (I won’t say how small I am. I will just say that it is not over four inches.) But now, now that I’ve accepted my status in life as a sissy, I am happy to be small. It makes sissy life easier.

Panties of various styles fit better, and often no bulge is visible even without a tuck. When I do tuck (often), there is little discomfort and achieving a smooth frontal appearance is easy with only a light control brief.

If I’m not tucked and out in public and happen to get an erection, it is (of course) not noticeable at all. My wife likes to make teasing comments when we are out to see if She can “get a rise” out of me, and I must tell Her if I become erect because She can’t tell even if She stares right at my crotch. Related to teasing, my small size gives Her plenty of material to tease me about. Even though I’ve come to prefer my small size, I still find it extremely humiliating to be reminded about it – or “threatened” that She will reveal it to Her friends.

There was a time, years ago, when I foolishly used to wish that I “had a big one.” But, no more. Since I have accepted that I am a sissy and since my Wife only allows me to pleasure Her with my mouth and with Her vibrator (which is larger than me, of course and as she loves to point out “has much more lasting power”), size truly doesn’t matter. I am proud to be small!

I’ve often wondered if it is more common for males with small penises to become sissies. I do think I was born this way. I first wore panties when I was very young. 

 

Many thanks to my anonymous friends.  The line that I absolutely love is "I am proud to be small."  How beautiful!  Talk about accepting ourselves for who we really are.  

Editor's note:  I added the picture :)

 

Love,

 

sissy terrie

Shared Sissy Intimacies

I correspond with a dear sissy friend nearly every day.  It's been going on for several years now.  She reached out to me one day and told me how she had been following Diane and my original blog that we "sunsetted" quite some time ago.

We discovered just how much we had in common.  She's a few years older than me but we more or less grew up around the same time, with similar family backgrounds and early crossdressing experiences. Our relationship has blossomed and simply put, there's nothing that i wouldn't share with her.  We call ourselves "sissy sisters."

"So, what is my sissy sister wearing today?"

We do silly things like have "Matching Panty Days."  Today is one of those days and we're both in matching pink "Dixie Belle" panties.

I promise to write more about my special sissy girlfriend in the future but for now I just want to say how lucky I am to have her in my life.

Love,

sissy terrie 👄

Painful Memories

My first chastity device was actually a CB-3000,  a molded plastic cage that was quite popular when male chastity began it's rise in popularity decades ago.  It was clear and colorless and quite frankly, with all its little spaces capable of inflicting serious pain because of all the pinching it caused, very, very uncomfortable.  

I then graduated to the CB-6000 which, pleasing to many sissies who liked being locked, came in pink.  No less comfortable, it was the cage Diane put me in when it became time to "put up or shut up" about wanting to be in chastity.  I endured the pain and pinching but only a short while.  Diane then ordered me my first steel cage called the Jailbird.  Though still very restrictive, it was far more comfortable than the CB series.  I would be put back into the CB-3000 when there was need for me to go through metal detectors.  Instead of the little brass locks, Diane would use numbered plastic locks to keep me secure. 

Here's a photo that brings back memories of the CB-3000 and CB-6000.  I'd recognize those keys anywhere...

...as I would Diane's leather crop, which used to be Her favorite disciplinary toy in those days.  

Love,

sissy terrie

Laundering O/our Panties

Laundry day here and this sissy wife is staying busy.  Most laundry duties are pretty mundane.  But hand washing Mistress D's panties and my own is always very special.

I just love washing Her panties (and mine to a lesser extent).

Love,

sissy terrie 💝

Sunday Spankings - Be Careful What You Wish For

Last Sunday I had a post about Sunday Spankings where I mused about how some D/s relationships or Female Led Marriages set aside Sunday for disciplinary sessions.   my Wife happened to read the post (She doesn't read them all) but didn't say anything to me about it until about a half hour ago.

"Do you miss your Sunday spankings?" She asked me as I served Her a fresh cup of coffee.

"Well sometimes I do, but not really" I answered.

"I miss them" She said in Her inimitable authoritative way with a slight emphasis on the "I", the emphasis indicating that Her opinion is all that really matters on the issue.  She quickly added "Get your punishment panties out.  You'll be wearing them later.

That's all it took to my little "thing" to stir slightly in my tiny cage.  Visions of pulling my panties down to expose my girly ass for Diane to administer a spanking.  Had I done anything wrong this week?  Did it matter?  

"Yes Ma'am" I answered and asked if there was any specific spanking implement She would like me take out.

"No.  I'll decide later.  But you can take my strap-on out."

"Yes Ma'am" I answered, feeling like a very submissive sissy wife.

Love,

sissy terrie 👄

Some Very Feminine Thoughts

From the Tumblr Finding Freedon in Femininity...

"A confession: the very thought of being pregnant stirs my deepest passions. And actually being pregnant leaves me constantly and desperately horny for my husband’s hard, muscled body and deliciously thick cock. All I have ever wanted is to be a vessel for his seed."

Not all of our girly desires are this intense.  But some are 😍

Love,

sissy terrie 👄

Sissy Masturbation - Different Strokes for Different Folks

We've all done it right?  Probably lots and lots of times.  Taking matters into our own hands or hand when our sexual energy and frustration gets the best of us can be a difficult topic to discuss with anyone.

I'm not going to write very much about it now.  Call this a lazy-sissy-ass post.  

All I'd like to know is...

Please share.  Don't limit yourself to just the physical or positioning aspect of it (of course those are important) but feel free to expound on any favorite toys, articles of lingerie, scenes, etc.  

I'm sure readers would love to hear.  Anonymous comments are welcome :)

Kisses,

👄👄👄 sissy terrie